the memories
the good times
we had you can
have them back
Every once in a while this unbelieveable
sadness comes over my heart & breaks it all
over again. Not because the way things are..
but the way things could have been
we used to be able to talk about everything
but now it`s impossible to even start a decent
conversation with you ; you can`t deny it
things have changed ; we`ve grown apart &&
you have to face the fact that i will no longer
be there every single time you need me. the
truth is what it is && that is i do not have
anymore respect for you as an individual now
you`re just another face in the crowd
TWENTY YEARS from now i`m gonna look back
and remember that youu were that one person who could
turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. that
person who lifted my head when I was losing faith in my-
self. that one person who cariied tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break-up, every death. that one
person who always knew what I was feeling by the look
on my face. that one person who accepted who I was when
everyone else laughed at my face. that one person who
accepted every decision I made believing that i`d make the
right decisions. that one person who knew who I really was.
that one person that made the biggest difference in my life
( MY ' BEST ' FRiEND )
So lets go back again,
we can pretend. I'll pretend
that i'm happy & you can
pretend that you always cared.
just a short and simple conversation
between you and her .. it's just enough to make her
fall even more in love with youu
i want to be the girl he's scared to lose
the one he can't walk away from know-
ing she`s mad at him - the one who he
can`t fall asleep without her being the
last one heard ~ the one he wouldn't
know what to do without <3
&& whatever im doing,
i always seem to stop..
and think of you. <3
Look me in my eyes
And tell me
That I can never have you
That all my hopes of us
Are only dreams
Just tell me now
Before I love you any more
i forgot about you for a while
but then i saw you again
in my mind, just instantly flashed back
to the time when i thought that
we were happy; i know i`ll never
hold you like that again
got a problem with me -- solve it.
think i'm trippin` -- tie my shoes.
can't stand me -- sit back down.
can't face me -- turn around
i never thought i would risk the chance of
getting hurt again .. but for some reason
w h e n i m w i t h y o u .. i t a l l s e e m s w o r t h i t
Just when I start liking him again..
he has to go & break my heart. <3
when am i going to
understand && accept
the fact that it`s over.
over. O - V - E - R.
such a simple word,
that i can`t comprehend.
i think the worst five words
in the english language are ;
` i - don`t - love - you - anymore
do you remember when you were a little kid
& you wanted a toy real bad,
but no matter how hard you tried to get that toy,
you couldn't seem to get it in your hands?
well that's how i feel about you. </3
maybe i could give up on you ; maybe i could stop. move on with my life, & maybe i can get over you ; but maybe you can fall in love with me & maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes, & maybe, just maybe you can love me too <3
so im basically your average girl
my hair never does what its supposed to, and my room can't stay clean for more than a day
and there's this guy, that im absolutley crazy about,
but he doesnt look at me the same way
look at her, she's so pretty
with her perfect smile, cute
outfits, and hair ;; but none
of that matters to her because
HE.DOESN`T.EVEN.CARE
i cant unthink about you
i cant unfeel your touch
i cant unhear all the words
Unsay all the things that used to mean so much
i wish i could unremember everything
My hearts been through
im finding out its impossible to do
i cant unlove you
| 
I WAS OK THE FIRST PART BUT THEN CAME THE SECOND PART I WAS SO CONFUSED
I PROBABLY GOT LIKE ALL OF THEM WRONG
I HATED IT!!! BUT YEAH THE GOOD PART WAS WE ONLY HAD TO GO TO ONE CLASS AND ALL WE HAD TO DO IN THERE WAS LISTEN TO I-SEARCHES, SO IT WAS OK, THEN AFTER SKOOL I WENT HOME WITH LAUREN WE HAD A PRETTY GOOD TIME THEN WE WENT TO CHURCH WE TALKED ABOUT SUCIDIED AND DEPRESSION THEN WE PLAYED THE COMPLEMENT GAME I GOT ALOT ABOUT MY HAIR
SO THANKS IF YOU GAVE ME ONE!!! 
...BUT YEAH IM REALLY HAPPY, BUT SOME PEOPLE DONT THINK I SHOULD BE GOIN OUT WITH HIM , BUT IM A BIG GIRL I KNOW WHAT IM DOIN, PLUS I REALLY LIKE HIM!!
... SO YEAH BUT ANYWAY...I'M REALLY BORED
AND I THINK I'M ABOUT TO GO TAKE A SHOWER FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY...LOL I NOE ITS CRAZY BUT FOR SOME REASON LATELY I JUST LOVE TAKIN SHOWERS AND BRUSHIN MY TEETH...BUT YEAH I THINK ITS A GOOD THING!!!...DON'T YOU?!?!